can someone talk to me please?

I know it’s gonna sound like i’m whinging but…I’m going through a downward spiral of self loathing and I’m thinking about killing myself with my parents’ spare knife…I’m scared…I’ve never been more willing to kill myself with something painful before now….

I know what that’s like…doing something and thinking my closest friends or family will be proud of me…and then they don’t care…my whole life…and then those people wonder why I don’t try to succeed in anything…not like they’d care anyways…

Reblogged from domesuperstartucker